New York lights out synchronicity. Astrology in the news.

Mercury Retrograde in Leo. WHo says you have to believe in Astrology? You don’t have to believe, Its not a religion. It is a statistically proven predictable science. Leo is the sign of actors and actresses, and  Drama, the stage, theatre. Leo does things big. The biggest stages are Broadway in New York, where the show must go on.

But because Mercury planet of communications is moving Retrograde in Leo. The show doesn’t go on because the messenger of the Gods, the Trickster is playing tricks with it and the show doesn’t go on due apparently due to Con Ed power outage in Manhattan and New York July 13. The New York City outage left part of the city without power for a few hours.

The amazing thing is the outage occurred on the exact anniversary of the major New York Blackout on July 13/14 1977. That famous New York City outage left most of the city without power. But we who understand how astrology works know better.

The exact 42-year synchronicity replay indicates that this is a classic astrology aspect pattern called the Uranus opposition or Mid-life crisis. Yes, planets create mid-life crises. You have to understand how the planetary movement cycles work.

Uranus’s symbol is 2 waves of electrical energy one atop the other not water. Uranus is also the “higher octave” of planet Mercury. Uranus governs shock, sudden unexpected events, chaos and rules electric “Kundalini” spiritual energy and technology in general. This synchronistic event is the classic Uranus opposition from that date and time which cause the mid-life crisis.

Here’s the Astrology chart. And yes, events, corporations and people all have classic Mid-Life Crises because of the planet Uranus which is always opposite to wear it was from your birth at 42 years.

New York City Blackout 1977 and 2019 astrology

You can see that Uranus was at 7 degrees Scorpio in 1977 and is opposite to it now at 5 degrees Taurus which is also conjunct to where Chiron or the wounded vulnerable point was from 1977.

There are other planetary alignments that are also quite incredible. Like Jupiter in Sagittarius now being conjunct to Neptune from 1977 and opposite to Jupiter in Gemini too.

Pluto is exactly opposite to the Sun in Cancer indicating something secret is going on. Saturn and Pluto and the South Node of karma are together in Capricorn opposing the North node and sun from 1977.

The Lightbulbs going off is also an “endarkened” aspect indication from the major planets being opposite to what was going on 42 years ago. Events from 1977 will be highlighted in the news again, breaking down and going through a recycling process.

here’s what happened in1977. http://www.thepeoplehistory.com/1977.html

Star Wars Premiered along with Close Encounters which I just saw again a few days ago and it was a fabulously photographed and very well-made film. Elvis Presley died. Saturday Night Fever ruled. Jimmy Carter was elected President of the U.S. 

If you were born in 1977 your mid-life crisis is happening now.

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Carrie Fisher,Star Wars Princess, The Force of Astrology

On Tuesday, December 27, “legendary actress Carrie Fisher, 60, was found dead, drowned in silver moonlight and strangled by her own brassiere.” That’s what Carrie Fisher wanted her obituary to say. She died of massive heart failure which she sustained December 23 while on a Trans-Atlantic flight. Her heart stopped for 10 minutes and she was kept “alive” by CPR and rushed to Hospital in L.A. and put on a ventilator. Her heart stopped beating Dec 27 at 8:55 am in Los Angeles. May the Force be with her, may she RIP.

THE FORCE IS WITH HER, SHE IS THE FORCE

The daughter of two famous Hollywood Stars; Debbie Reynolds, singer-actress-dancer most famous from the Hollywood classic, Singing In the Rain and Eddie Fisher a singer and sometime actor who left Debbie and Carrie to marry the gorgeous Hollywood super- star Elizabeth Taylor, {Cleopatra} the Kim Kardashian of her era. She starred in Geoge Lucas’s Sci-fi pic as Princess Leia in Star Wars at only 19 years old. She was diagnosed as bi-polar and famously fought addictions, mental illness and was a fierce outspoken feminist, comedian, writer, actress, script doctor and author. She leaves one daughter behind. Fisher has just finished acting in the latest Star Wars franchise released just days ago bringing her renewed attention. 

Let’s look at her Astrology. I have included Asteroid GeorgeLucas #28600 into her chart.

Carrie Fisher was a Libra and a natural actress and person with addictions, abundant creativity, and mental health issues. Her LIBRA Sun was conjunct to NEPTUNE  further emphasizing the acting, addictions, and creativity at Zero degrees SCORPIO. Neptune is the Apex of a T-square with URANUS in LEO in her 7th house of marriage and all “others.” Carrie had unusual relationships, they were unpredictable and chaotic as was her own energy and beliefs. Neptune is also in an exact sextile to PLUTO at zero degrees VIRGO indicating heavy soul wounds which are avoided by addictions.

An outspoken FEMINIST Carrie’s SUN NEPTUNE squared LILITH and CHIRON 

In her 1st house of identity under the umbrella of a Uranian ruled AQUARIUS Ascendant.

Carries was a truly rebellious, freedom-fighter the role that made her famous in Star WARS- this was destined. This LILITH CHIRON inAQUARIUS identity opposed by Uranus in LEO- she had a proud independent big dramatic HEART.

Uranus in LEO squared by Neptune in Scorpio would indicate a sudden unexpected death by a heart attack related to drugs or an overdose or underlying addictions issues. 

Carrie’s MOON was in sensuous stubborn steadfast TAURUS, she was one tough chick and this helped her to embody the Princess LEIA archetype to her bones. 

Her Moon is in its happy place in its natural home of the mother in the 4th house of her childhood. She was a person who needed roots, stability, money, beautiful things and emotional protection. Her Moon, conjunct the SOUTH NODE at 29 degrees TAURUS is conjunct Fixed Star ALGOL, or the Medusa’s head. Did they take her snakes and tie them to the side of her head like two chalas for Star Wars?

This Star has the worst reputation of all “ill stars”. Yet Medusa was an AMAZON Queen much like Princess Leia. Moon conjunct South Node indicates past life issues with her Mother Debbie

The Moon conjunct the South Node indicates past life issues with her Mother Debbie Reynolds. The Moon opposite to SATURN at 1 degree SAGITTARIUS in her 10th house of worldly fame conjunct her NORTH NODE at 29 SCORPIO, success from her family and indicates karma to be worked out very much to her father and any male authoritarian figure too. Carrie would have needed to have children and family and friends in her house.

The MOON SATURN NODAL ENERGY is also in tight T-square to PLUTO at Zero degrees VIRGO in her 7th house of marriage. Carrie was born under some pretty intense and heavy karma. 

Mercury at the 15th degree of LIBRA in the 8th house

Was in her  8th house, inconjunct to her Neptune in PISCES gave Carrie the ability to morph into her roles but not so easily. She also had problems with projecting onto others. She had a lot of creative skills and was very charming, people adored her and she needed to be loved.  Carrie had mental health issues and was diagnosed as bi-polar. This is again born out in her natal chart with MARS at 14 degrees PISCES in her 2nd house of “the body” her resources. This is also a creative aspect for actors and writers as it gives easy access to

Carrie had mental health issues and was diagnosed as bi-polar. This is again born out in her natal chart with MARS at 14 degrees PISCES in her 2nd house of “the body” her resources. This is also a creative aspect for actors and writers as it gives easy access to imaginary realms. 

MARS opposes VENUS-JUPITER in VIRGO  in her 8th “Scorpio-like” house

This is an idealistic romantic aspect of projection onto her partners. Apparently, she and Harrison Ford were having an affair during the First Star Wars movie filming. She was married to singer Paul Simon for about a year. The Mars-Venus-Jupiter opposition brings a sense of completion and balance to a person. With Jupiter in this mix, it was easy for her to be the optimistic, good-humored strong one and to have weaker men lean on her. She was also addicted to perfection, highly intelligent, self-critical and self-destructive. 

Carrie’s naturally beneficial VENUS-JUPITER conjunction in VIRGO which brings good luck in intelligence, faith, hard working skills, and perfectionism.

Sandwiched in between VENUS and JUPITER is ASTEROID GEORGELUCAS #28600

Virgo is the sign of career. It is obvious that this man would play a huge beneficial impact on her life, career, finances and health. 

 

Fisher was born during those very rare times when no planets are moving Retrograde. This indicates coming into the planet with no immediate past life issues. 

AT HER DEATH DEC. 27 in Los Angeles 

SATURN, the Grim Reaper at 20 degrees SAGITTARIUS transits her 11th house

indicates her death on an airplane during a Transatlantic flight. Sagittarius rules airplanes, she was flying in from London England. Saturn is squaring her Natal Venus in VIRGO {health} and MARS in Pisces, could be drug related although a heart attack.Saturn is also inconjunct to her Natal Moon at 25 degrees TAURUS and her SOUTH NODE at 29 degrees TAURUS indicating this was a very karmic exit. Fisher has just finished acting in the latest Star Wars franchise released just days ago bringing her renewed attention. 

The transiting SOUTH NODE and MARS are aligned at 5 degrees PISCES

This very karmic aspect of leaving the physical plane quickly, opposes Carrie’s natal Pluto, symbol of the Soul, and her Natal SATURN plus that Nodal Access in Taurus/Scorpio as well.

PLUTO guide of souls, lost and otherwise is in a GRAND TRINE

to her Natal TAURUS MOON and her VENUS-JUPITER GEORGELUCAS Conjunction in VIRGO in her 8th house of transformation, death, and rebirth.  This seems like a fitting escort yet a tragic taken too young aspect from us here on earth but seemingly a karmic one from Carrie’s own soul choice. Damn 2016 another major star gone. Only 4 more days to go in this insidious 2016.  I pray no other major stars pass away. As much as find writing these articles fascinating, they are very sad for me to write. I am getting tired of writing Astro obits. Enough already. 

Princess Leia as General Leia will rise from the dead, resurrected on film to reappear in the next series as they have been filmed in advanced.  Sending blessings to Carrie’s family. She will live immortality as Princess Leia and as the strong inspiring woman she was.

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The Force Awakens, Synchronicity

I have always felt intuitively that the BIG BANG theory is just another Super MACHO sexual metaphor dreamed up by horny physicists for the origins of the Universe. Big Bang sounds so macho-ly orgasmic. 

Hindu and Indigenous Native American origins of the Universe say that it is Shiva and Shakti or Mother Earth and Father sky making love constantly and their orgasms are the very nature of the matter that the universe consists of. Their constant ecstatic lovemaking continuously creates the universe. 

This is a much more  joyous, happy, ecstatic, loving view of the Universe then first came the void, and a dry scientific theory to explain particles, atoms, explosions and everything appearing at once. 

I have always felt the Universe is more feminine, more fluid, it expands more like a bubble. The Buddhists talk about it this way. We form in a bubble,  in the amniotic sack or caul. As above so below, you know. 

Anyways I have to trust my senses. I  have always felt the parallel multiverses all around me all the time. I have alway felt that I existed simultaneously in a number of different lifetimes and places at once. I am here and there and there and there. Haven’t you ever felt this? I believe this is where the deja vu sensation comes from.

I am aware that my consciousness is multi-dimensional, kind of surround sense and sound.  If you ever read the books on Seth by Jane Roberts knows that we are each part of a group consciousness of souls. We are in fact existing in many universes at the same time although the word time as a linear concept does not exist outside of our earth bound reality.  This is a power and force which is awakening right now. 

The Hollywood film title is a synchronicity. The Force Awakens within you. The Movie Title is a synchronicity. This is all one big movie. The Force to love and to be the Light is awakening within millions of people. All around, so within. The Force Awakens within you now and this is supported by the planetary alignments of Saturn in Sagittarius  and Neptune in Pisces awakening the 6th sense, psychic, telepathic, no-time, all -time reality.  This is much of what 2016 will teach us. 

Aquarius moon keeps the mind open activate and detached. 

Ask yourself these questions about how the universe really did form. Are you a multidimensional being? 

Moon squares Venus in Heavy sexy Scorpio early a.m. you may have had some very erotic encounters.

Moon sextiles Uranus to boost your consciousness higher than ever before. 

Moon trines MARS in LIBRA great for socializing over the Holidays

Moon is in conjunct Jupiter in Virgo late at night

your tummy may be upset or worries may be nagging at you. the Xmas gifts havent all been bought yet!

Moon sextiles SUn late night

next day early am EST

check out this about parallel universes

http://earthsky.org/space/bumping-up-against-a-parallel-universe

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December Menu, Cardinal X’s, 20 shades of beige

December MENU

An interesting mixed stew of rehashed reignited Cardinal Crosses, some pretty high RED ALERT DAYS, big sexy romance soups, and very nice home-cookin’ energy around Christmas.

Sun’s in Sagittarius.

Dec.1 Mercury in Sagittarius Trine Uranus – FIRE
Think expansion, optimism, education, hi-tech, freedom.

Mercury squares Chiron in Pisces- and we feel vulnerable too.

Dec 4 Mercury in Sagittarius squares Jupiter in Virgo –
Good day to plan travel education or new job applications.

Dec 4 VENUS ENTERS SCORPIO-

Marina Abramovic performance artist

This is the sexiest and weakest place for Venus to be now that she is in Mars sign. But this is a good thing. MARS AND VENUS are in cahoots, they are in MUTUAL RECEPTION. Mars is in Venus’s crib LIBRA and Venus has just entered MARS house for a short dip until Dec. 29.

 

So make Merry under the mistletoe while this is happening. Venus in Scorpio is very intense emotional, controlling, posessive, jealous. Scorpio types are very alluring right now.

Mars in Libra may have them acting at their best behaviour as it is toning down that notorious 50 shades thing down to 20 shades of beige.

 

 

MUST HAVE Scorpio Stilettos with Mars in Libra

Dec 6 MARS in Libra SQUARE PLUTO in Capricorn @ 14 degrees ***** Cardinal Crosses continued

THe two vilest cruella-ist planets square off. There will be many shouts from Putin and Korea, and face offs not on the hockey rink. Be careful as the mood will be ready to kill in a nice way or at least punch you in the face. DIPLOMACY will be strained shall we say? Cancer and Aries of course are drawn in. 

Dec 8 SUN TRINE URANUS
HIGH flying freedom, thousands of Syrian Refugees arrive in Canada. New educational, legal and Hi-tech laws. You will be restless. A good day to use Chaos creatively. Knit something DIY using string theory and see what you get. 

DEC 9 Sun square Chiron
The old Icarus and Daedalus story, Be careful not to fly too high or too close to the Sun.

MERCURY ENTERS CAPRICORN
Thinking gets very pragmatic. Think like an architect, Plan major long-term career goals, next year.

Dec 10 MARS in Libra OPPOSES URANUS ***** WILD CARD DAY! Another Cardinal “Cross” day
Anything can happen here on anything can happen day. Watch out for unusual behaviours, radical Terrorist attacks alert. Under a hot Sagittarius Moon

VENUS in Scorpio TRINES NEPTUNE in Pisces.
AWW totally uber romantic, make big wishes on stars, have a super romantic nights gaze at the universe in each other eyes. Creative juices flow, sexy and spiritual.

Dec 11 NEW MOON in SAGITTARIUS 19 degrees
Lots of fiery and romance with Venus Trine Neptune,see above.
Mars inconjuncts Chiron –
OUr deepest wounds are being exposed so the light can enters and we can heal them.

Dec 14 SUN SQUARES JUPITER in VIRGO *****
Lucky and practical, buy a lottery ticket, a ticket to ride, a Higher education class. Do something nice for someone in your neighbourhood.

Mercury in Capricorn sextiles Neptune in Pisces
Hanukkah is on. Make latkes and donate them to the poor. Good creative think tank time for CEO’s.

Dec 17 VENUS in Scorpio Sextile PLUTO
Sexy, deep, intense, grab the money and run. Get your self an older mature sugar daddy. A good day to deep soul dive and gaze.

Dec 18 Venus in Scorpio inconcunct Uranus in Aries STAR WARS THE FORCE Awakens opens
This may be an inconvenient day for secrets to be uncovered. Cloning plans gone awry, experiments that didn’t work.

Dec 19 MERCURY CONJUNCT PLUTO @ 14+ degrees CAPRICORN= middle degree *****
CARDINAL CROSS ENERGY reactivated. Look back over 2015 and see where the biggest cattle prods were. Think deeper about all of it. This is bed rock soul thinking stuff, Use it well.

Venus Trine Chiron in Pisces
Could be a cat and mouse game of stip poker, or russian roulette. Sexy Venusian energy always wins.

Dec 20 MERCURY SQUARES URANUS @ 16 + Sagittarius MORE CARDINAL HITS JUST KEEP ON COMING!
This degree also reactivates the mid ’60’s, Uranus/Pluto conjunction in Virgo.Dare to think bold be bold, wake up, your mind is the most radical thing you have.

DEC 21 SOLSTICE @ 11:47 PM EST/ DEC. 22 @ 4:48 am GMT
A very karmic Solstice with Jupiter in Virgo conjunct the nOrth NOde. EArth Trines. Cardinal Cross energies
will write about it in full later.

DEC 24 VENUS SEXTILE JUPITER
Jupiter is Santa Claus in another dimension, this should be a happy intensely emotional and deep Christmas. Christians are 33% of the entire World’s population. As the majority I think they are entitled to celebrate their religion fully in public while acknowledging all the other religions. Islam is the 2nd largest then secular. Put Snowflakes on Starbucks cups, what harm can a snowflake do? It’s not a religious symbol anyway.

DEc 25 FULL MOON @ 3+ degrees CANCER
Another symbol of home, warmth, emotional security, sentimental, a very Coca-Cola type of Xmas scene, a very family oriented Chirstmas. Will elaborate.

MERCURY TRINE JUPITER and URANUS turns DIRECT
All these earth Trines are beneficial for finishing up the mental work of 2015. Uranus moving direct propels the revolution into fast-forward again since late July.

Dec 29 Mercury squares MARS
Red hot thinking day,if you are still at your families, this may be a great day to bring up old anger issues and sort them out with aplomb.

VENUS ENTERS SAGITTARIUS PDT.-see below

DEC 30 Venus enters Sagittarius in EDT
Put another log on the barbie. Expect to hear the unvarnished truth. All those Saggies, like myself will be wagging their tongues and swinging their glossy tails around and smiling their big horsey toothed grins and cracking corny jokes and being kinda klutzy but irresistably cute in their cowboy boots. Venus rules values, In Sag. it’s just relax, whatever, go for a hike, dress down, have philosophical chats, play Cards Against Humanity. Go for a hay ride, a dog or cat show, dare to talk politics.

DEC 31 New Years Eve, with the Moon in Libra
A very elegant Moon to leave 2015 on.

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The Hero’s journey, Perseid Meteor Shower

The Perseid Meteor showers are annual very prolific meteor  showers appearing to us to be emanating from the Constellation Perseus. They peak tonight August 12 and tomorrow.

In Greek Mythology Perseus was the legendary founder of Ancient Mycenae and to the Perseid dynasty of Danaans, was the first hero. He was a hero who defeated various archaic monsters which are psychological complexes personified and archetypal symbols which became the founding myths of the Twelve Olympians.
Perseus beheaded the Gorgon Medusa whose head was crowned with dreadlocks as she was an African Amazon which was misinterpreted as snakes. Although serpent power was connected to Goddess tribes. He also rescued and  saved Andromeda who was chained to a rock from the sea monster Cetus. Perseus was the son of the mortal Danaë and the god Zeus. He was also the great grandfather of Heracles, also a son of Zeus.

Perseus Cycle 7, The Doom Fulfilled, 1888 by Edward Burne-Jones 

The modern-day Percy Jackson books for teens and films is a modern take on the ancient myths.

Joseph Campbell, author of many books most famously The Hero with a Thousand Faces described the Ancient archetypal stories that are repeated over and over again everywhere in the world from ancient camp fires in caves to the big screen Hollywood blockbuster of today and tomorrow. Harry Potter, Star Wars, Raiders of the Lost Ark, The Lord of The Rings, aall the marvel comic characters, Superman, Batman, and Aladdin, are part of these stories

The Hero/ Heroine’s journey is this:

The Hero/heroine is introduces in his EVERYDAY World where they receive the CALL TO ADVENTURE.  At first RELUCTANT, to cross the first gateway or threshold. Eventually the hero/heroine meets with Tests, allies and enemies. They reach the   darkest most forbidden and scariest place, usually a labyrinth, Hell, or other Nightmarish place. Here they must face the Supreme Ordeal. The hero/heroine seizes the sword, Grail, jewel, Lamp or other treasure and is then pursued back to their place of origin. The hero/heroine is resurrected and transformed by the experience of facing the Dragon, defeating the giant, escaping the whale, tomb, or near death.  They return to their ordinary world with a treasure, boon, Elixir or benefit to offer the world.

 During the peak of the Meteor shower tonight and until Friday, the as above, so below symbols are to make  wishes to be the hero/heroine of your own life; to be more courageous in facing your own demons and shadows where you eventually discover the treasure within.

This also ties in with Saturn still hanging in there at 28+ degrees Scorpio. Saturn is the dragon, our own internal projected demons/daemons. I am struggling with my own Saturn stuff here. So please patience is a Saturnine virtue. We may do the belated support group on Google.

 

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How to use Saturn Mars for positive transformations

I’m in  a Virgo New Moon mode. Did a lot of sorting, cleaning and de-cluttering. Felt much more focused. It’s good.

Paid homage to serious Saturn in Scorpio conjunct Mars in ceremony with my husband. It felt good. We have been doing New and Full Moon rituals for 18 years together now.

Mars is HOT. Pure masculine libido, testosterone, drive, daring, spontaneous. Saturn is COLD. Ancient wisdom, seniority, plodding, depression, serious, father, death. Two polarities. Marshall McLuhan Toronto’s media philosophy guru used to talk about mediums being Hot or cold. But they can work together. Saturn slows down Mars hot headedness. Mars brings passion and new life to seniors or depression.

Three Faces of Man by Judy Chicago 1985 

“Youth is wasted on the young. ” George Bernard Shaw  said. But energy always be accessed, manifested, held molded and intended for powerful, long-term, practical goals, through patience and persistence. Like the embodiment of  the “superior Man” of the I Ching. We can create  a middle polarity balance point.

I feel that Mars has taken Saturn hostage temporarily. Mars is the dispositor being Scorpio’s ruling planet.

The warrior and the tax man together. Life force, sex and old age and death. The young action hero, like Luke Sky walker and Obi Wan Kenobi in Star Wars  and the wise old sage. The young punk and the cops. Pure energy and a wall of lead. There are many ways to think of these two planets.

As Saturn literally represents your father and if your dad has passed on like mine has, use this three days of the Dark Moon to connect with him more easily. I had a very powerful dream last night and my Dad was very present and spoke to me very clearly. 

You better use this energy well, Mars can conflag Saturn’s controlling energies. You could also be feeling more like Saturn’s dragging your heals,got your under his thumb. 

The planets don’t make us do anything. It’s all in how you use it. So use these powerfully intense planetary energies positively. You can use my intention. This is how Magic works. Put all your Mars desire into it. 

“I invite this life-giving martial energy to energize my body, and my long-term goals,to  completely transform my life into my Soul’s highest manifestation.” Ho. So mote it be. 

Try it on for size and let me know how it feels. Feel free to invent your own variation. 

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CAN’T EXPLAIN- THE WHO 1964

Under my Thumb- The Rolling Stones-1966 

Navigating Saturn in your 12th house,shadow Astrology,Tara Greene

If you have a later SCORPIO Ascendant or even a LIBRA one,you are experiencing Father Time, Saturn

slouching through your 12th house, like the Beast….

Cosmic cop, Lord of KARMA, Satan, Darth Vader, slogging through your darkest most precious deeps,

William Blake Moloch, Saturn, Howl

a cavern of jewels which you haven’t a clue of  its value

this is your heroic journey

Saturn is the Watcher at the Threshold, you are in process, 

Your life is a mirror of your 12th house.

things fall apart, jobs, marriages, health, whatever it takes you to wake up.

The 12th house, is traditionally the HOUSE OF TROUBLES

why aren’t I giving you good news?

This is the Good News!  The final TEST,  in a very long journey.

In your BIG SECRET house.  Where your secret enemies lie . shhh.

But they are your own secret enemies, your shadows, fears and shame.

Your insecurities, memories, unconscious impulses. 

 The 12th house contains that which you do not want to deal with

“he who shall not be named”

but SATURN will force you to eat humble pie.

just like HARRY POTTER you must accept that you and you know who are one.

Your skin feels dry and lifeless, it is perpetual winter,

you feel empty, you are the chrysalis in the final stages, turning

from caterpillar to  butterfly

you feel stifled in the womb,

invisible, not yet born, worn out. Depressed.

Has nothing to do with chronological age. 

This time is HUGE, and not moving fast enough.  Only happens once every 28 years.

You need to be like the HERMIT in the TAROT

Listen to your own inner light, its not time to shine out in the world, yet.

this is deep intense, psychological work, DREAMWORK is great, work with your Nightmares

EVERY dream comes in service to you. It’s the Royal Road out.

My advice is,  put your inner ear to work, listen to your own ground of being,

an ayahuasca journey to clear out all the skeletons might be good medicine,

with a proper shaman.

Write, make art, get it out in a spiritual, creative way, 

get on your knees and pray,

find your Self, make peace with your past, forgive and forgive 

until your secret closet is empty, your 12th house Scorpio or Libra soul is empty

waiting to be fulfilled at your  Rebirth

 love the dark hours of my being.

My mind deepens into them.

There I can find, as in old letters,

the days of my life, already lived,

and held like a legend, and understood.

 

Then the knowing comes: I can open

to another life that’s wide and timeless.

 

So I am sometimes like a tree

rustling over a gravesite

and making real the dream

of the one its living roots

embrace:

 

a dream once lost

among sorrows and songs.

  

~ Ranier Maria Rilke ~

I’m also having Saturn in my 12th, till the end of this year and into 2014. Lets compare notes.

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