i had a very interesting day yesterday waking up with a heavy heart. I stayed with that feeling, i held it tenderly, i didn’t run from it or avoided it, i stayed with it. I didn’t observe it, I felt the hurt and the fear and the heaviness in the world and in my own being for as long as it took to change, naturally.
Then it lifted like a fog slowly, slowly as I went about my day. Then I had two epiphanies, which i know were a direct result of being truly with my feelings fully, that is what created the shift.
I called an old friend who is living north of San Francisco to see if she and her husband were alright. We had a long hour conversation touching on these subjects. She is a very practiced Buddhist and mindfulness meditator, a Gardner, jeweller, and a beautiful grounded humble loving beautiful compassionate soul. It was wonderful.
So my advice to you is this; no matter what the planets are doing as they are always doing something influential. The key is to stay in touch directly with whatever comes up, depression, angst, paranoia, fear, dread, longing, cynicism until it shifts. This is what sparks the beginning of the Awakening.
You are not all of these emotions you feel they are yours and you can embody them and experience them but they are never all that you truly are. That is why establishing the witness, mindfulness state is so important but it’s not to negate our feelings which is a negation of the Divine Feminine.
The card of the Day is #20 in the Muse Tarot Called AWAKENING usually called Judgement from Judgement day in the Book of Revelations. The card is called The AEON or New Age in the Thoth deck. We are in a double Awakening year.
2020 remember Hindsight is 2020.
Many people are awakening but there is so much to awaken to. Just like A.A. Awakening Anonymous must admit that they’ve been asleep for most of their lives. As a person who came in awake, its a hard struggle to stay awake as everything is designed to put you to sleep and keep you somnambulistic. Wake up now because its 2020. Keep waking up. There is so much more to see. This is not the same as being “WOKE.” It is a sincere deep effort on your own to find your true self. It takes time and effort. This is a waking dream out souls are having. We have our personal dreams, the Collective Dream and your Sacred Dream. You have to wake up to all of those too.
So Muse on this and let me know how you feel about it. I wish I hear from more of you otherwise I feel i am shouting into the void,
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December 28 Mars in Pisces conjunct Chiron today @ 28+ degrees PISCES
this translates as the last critical 29th degree, the very last degree of the Zodiac, the karmic fulfillment point. This aspect has been building up for a while now and I am sure you have felt it. Mars in Pisces since November 15th, leaves on December 31 which is excellent timing for a new year.
This is the most acute point of vulnerability now as Mars’s is a spiritual warrior.
For all empaths, psychics, intuitive’s and energy healers I know that many of us have been feeling sick, exhausted and overwhelmed by this karmic world soul wound healing releasing process energy. Everyone is feeling it.
Spiritual Healing is what this aspect is all about. Remember that you are an infinite spiritual being. Take this time to work with your spirit guides, guardian angels and other invisible helpers. The only way to heal is through vulnerability, fully experiencing and accepting your wounds, that’s when the healing begins.
This is very much like A.A. The addict must admit their addiction, helplessness, wound and pain before they can begin on the healing path. Unconsciously we are addicted to pain. But its more than that this. It’s spiritual soul healing so that we integrate, accept, and fully feel our pain so that we may transcend it and become enlightened and that’s exactly what the 29th and last degree of the Zodiac is all about. This is what our soul’s came to earth to do.
PISCES- born March 15-20th you are feeling Chiron and Mars right on your Sun and being hit the most by this impact. Do your own healing now and be gentle with yourself. no guilt or remorse or regrets or hiding from your pain. Go to rehab, find a great healer, get community support. Heal yourself first. By healing yourself you help heal all others. You know you can trust spirit to hold you through this and help you return to source.
ARIES born March 21-25th
You are also in the impact zone of Mars your ruling planet and Chiron the Wounded healer’s energy right now. Mars in Pisces has had you feeling submerged and very vulnerable. I hope you have been using your retreat time to let the ocean or the Great Mother lick and heal your wounds. Soon you will be back in full fighting form December 31. Heal your wounds by crying and feeling the pain. All PTSD needs deep healing. Chiron will be in ARIES until 2027.
GEMINI born June 15-20th + CANCER born June 21- July 4th
You get the Square hard aspects of Chiron/Mars. Don’t avoid, cover up, hide from or minimize your wounds. Be curious about them,Gemini, ask your wound what it needs?
CANCER -You get the Square hard aspects of Chiron/Mars. Don’t avoid, cover up, deny or project your wounds onto others. You need to learn to accept help from others. Feed yourself chicken soup for a change.
SAGITTARIUS- December 15-20th
you get the Square hard aspects of Chiron Mars in Pisces wounding. Don’t avoid, cover up, hide from or minimize your wounds. Be brave Sagittarius you have the courage and optimism to know you can get through the pain. See it as a learning experience, you will be fine and fiery again soon.
CAPRICORN born December 21-December 25
You get the Square hard aspects of Chiron Mars in Pisces wounding. Don’t avoid, or cover up the wounding through career or worldly status acclaim. The wound is felt at the physical level but originates from an ancient spiritual wounding. Saturn in your sign gives you the patience and persistence to go the distance to get healed. You have so much you have to accomplish this is the one primary obstacle standing in your way.
VIRGO born September 15-20 you get the opposition of Mars Chiron in Pisces. You may be feeling especially pulled towards your workaholic addiction. Being vulnerable is human. You don’t have to be perfect. If you are a healer, stop and Heal thyself first. Everything isn’t physical. Everything comes from spirit first. Integrate your own spiritual healing.
LIBRA Born September 21-25
You are getting the opposition of Mars Chiron in Pisces. You may be feeling especially pulled apart right now. Do not avoid your vulnerability be escaping into being social, having to look nice, perfect or acceptable. Don’t hide behind your relationship. Feeling vulnerable and talking about it builds intimacy the thing you crave the most.
Look to January 28th
when Chiron is back at the actual last degree the 29th degree of Pisces for the very last chance to release it all. Chiron leaves Pisces on February 18, 2019, for good for the next 50 years.
John Sandbach and his Chandra and Omega symbols
Pisces 29. A book of healing mantras. (Omega Symbol)Transforming/Responsible
(Degree Angel: Haiyael (HA-ee-ya-EL) Prophecy and Parallel Universes, Divine Warrior/Weaponry)
At its highest, this degree senses what is needed in every situation. It realizes that where the focus of attention is placed is where energy will be magnified. We become what we focus on. There is a feeling here for the symbols that recur to us, the ideas that flow through us in repetitive fashion – and the ability to use these as keys to greater understanding and a way off the wheel of karma.
The Chandra Symbol for this degree is “Balinese dancers wearing elaborate gold costumes.” To make everything beautiful, everything important – golden and shining – is the power and the art of this degree. The dancers tell many stories through their movements, but in each story they all wear the same gold costumes, just as in life no matter what role we play we may always bring to it a spiritually elevated, cosmic element. In whatever this degree does there can be a sublime grace and elegance. The need here is to realize that gift and through focusing on it, to magnify it as much as possible.
Pleiadian Symbol: The shifting and modulating of light frequencies creating messages in color.
White lilies blooming alone in the shade. (Chandra Symbol). From a cool, clear purity evolves beautiful rituals through which cosmic meaning is expressed.
A large pool filled with white water lilies in bloom. To envision the grace and beauty shining forth from everything brings to the world an emotional peace and clarity that one desires to share with others.
Watch this remarkable video a true story of Neurosurgeon Eben Alexander’s return from death and his remarkable experience of the Afterlife in his Book “Proof of Heaven”
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An amazing tsunami of spiritual LOVE energy will be washing the world this weekend in a tidal wave of Love, healing and waking dreams.
Venus and Neptune, the planets of human love and Divine Love meet February 1st @ 6+ degrees Pisces with Venus exalted and Neptune in his own rulership in the last and most Divine sign. The two planets are also only 3 degrees away from ARCHANGEL GABRIEL, fixed star Fomalhaut, one of the Royal Stars of Persia indicating a Supreme Blessing available to all who partake in these energies.
Since Jan 19 when Mars conjunct Neptune and Venus was opposite Jupiter, we are experiencing a spiritually uplifting sequence of planetary alignments guaranteed to bewitch, bother and bewilder the world?
Pisces’ fathomless depths includes all aspects of life: the karma, the compassion, the forgiveness, the addictions, the self-undoing and the inner knowing. Pisces is solitary confinement and being totally connected to the All. It is endlessness and martyrdom. Pisces is everything and nothing. Pisces energy is the result of all of our experiences and travels through life. We return to the source where we were once nothing and everything.
This is Ascension energy. It can take us beyond duality and human limitations. But we must stay grounded as Pisces is also the cosmic smoke and mirrors show
You may be feeling overwhelmed as the psychic walls disappear. You need to stay very grounded. Eat nourishing carbohydrate rich foods. Comfort foods, meditate, stay centered.
It’s very important to meditate on the highest aspects of these planets. Ask to download your higher mission. Do breathing meditations which connect your breath down your spine through the bottoms of your feet into the earth first. Then send the mother earth energy back up through the soles of your feet and up your spine and out to the Divine energies.
Practice EARTHING or walking barefoot if you can outdoors or in your house. Breathe through the soles of your feet which Pisces rules. Connect the sole to your soul when your feet are touching the ground.
Venus squares Saturn on Jan 30.
Which is a reality test of love’s truth. Your self-worth is on the agenda today. Look at what your work, struggles and your sacrifices have created. Is this the dream, career,relationship or direction you want to keep building or not? Saturn urges us to focus on our long-term goals. These energies may mean a vision quest or shamanic journey is necessary to broader your outlook and open to new possibilities.
Mars is also in Pisces. Venus’s earthly partner sextiles Pluto Jan 30
There is deep structural masculine soul work being excavated. The Masculine can surrender to being baptized in the Goddess’s unconditional, spiritual, sexual and spiritual fluids to be cleansed. see next aspect.
Jan 31 Mars conjuncts Chiron in Pisces
This is soul sacrifice. Are you ready guys?
The hanged Man in the Tarot.
Paris Eadwine Psalter Jesus/ Hanged Man
This indicates a divine reversal of Patriarchal masculine energy. If the Patriarchy surrenders its’ ego we will all be uplifted, absolved, reborn. Release old limitations in your psyche which have held you back from expressing and living from your Higher Self.
Moon enters Cancer late Friday evening PST.
We will be awash in a Grand Water trine of Moon to Neptune and Venus in the day
Yes early degrees of Scorpio;s can wash away their sins in this pure blessing.
February 1st is Pagan festival day for BRIGID, GODDESS OF FIRE
It is fire and water blessing. Time for women to remember themselves as sacred Priestesses.
Moon in Cancer also brings another cardinal cross square dance at night.
The Moon trines Chiron and Mars in Pisces.
The Moon is every woman,The great Mother herself. She symbolically cleanses and purifies us in her holy womb waters of all misappropriated energy. Men want to be loved unconditionally as all women do. These powerful transformative symbols are so strong now.
It is like a sacrament. We need to eat, swallow, partake in the Mystery itself by opening our hearts, and our spirits. We have never been separated from the Divine, from God/Goddess, source. We are actually never born and never die.
DETOX-Pisces rules addictions
As Psychologist Carl Jung pointed out, Alcoholism is the thirst for the literal God, Spirit. All addictions stem from feeling separated from Source. Trust spirit loves you unconditionally.
This is a super creative, inspirational energy
For all artists, musicians or cooks, however you wish to apply your creativity.
If you have planets at 4-8 degrees MUTABLE signs – Pisces, Gemini, Virgo and Sagittarius you will be in synch with the energy the most.
I have my North Node at 5 degrees Pisces .I know the spiritual potential is incredibly healing. Visualize your highest vision of world peace, human acceptance of all others, imagine going beyond all religious separations and ego limitations. Be Heavenly.
Surrender your ego, nothing is real but love and creativity.
AT THE END OF A VOID OF COURSE MOON DAY on OCTOBER 4
October 5 Moon enters PISCES at 2:24 am PDT/ 5:24 am EDT
In Toronto, Nuit Blanche Saturday Night most likely turned into a drunken stoned art infused night as usual. Talk about drunk in love. I love Art. I started out as an artist. I told my Mom I would be an artist at 9 years old. I went to special Art Technical High school and to the Ontario College of Art and graduated with Honors and a scholarship in Experimental Arts. But Nuit Blanche has turned into a half million mainly kids roaming the streets. Sure there’s a few interesting pieces, usually always by foreign artists. The art needs to be something commercial that the public can relate to. Makes the Scotia Bank look good, they write all the expenses off.
with a PISCES MOON your hangover will last all day and more…
Moon Trines Mercury RETROGRADE in Scorpio 6;06 am PDT
wait did I just see that? did I just see that? The brain fog is deja vu,
Aptly titled book for this days aspects
MOON CONJUNCTS NEPTUNE@ 10:56 am PDT/ 1:56 pm EDT
DRUNK IN LOVE
This is double dosing on Neptune. SO HIGH, So very high. Very spiritual, unreal, illusory, foggy, emotional, creative, inspirational addicting and the other kinds of addictions too.
serious surreal art by a master
MAX ERNST The Temptation of St. Anthony 1945
You will still be seeing art and stars, hearing the celestial music, it’s very inspiring. You may want do some creating of your own. Moon Neptune conjunction every month is always great for dreaming, meditating, singing, dancing, making tantric love.
but then Moon QUINCUNX VENUS in Libra 4 hours later. Gosh darn.The come down.
Uh Oh Venus is the human type of love. You know where real people live. They aren’t airbrushed. They have cellulite, are imperfect,their noses run,they don’t know what they want,they don’t look good without makeup or that smart outfit on when you get them naked and they fart. The romantic bubble BURSTS.
Moon continues on to Sextile Pluto in Capricorn
Maybe there’s a trick way your can fix that person up to suit your projected ideal of love and power. Throw some money at them.
MOON QUINCUNX SUN
Neptunian Pisces idealism and overly thought through relationships just don’t jibe. So keep yer mouth shut and don’t worry about anyone else’s opinion.
PISCES MONDAY MONDAY too. till 12:38 pm PDT when Moon goes VOID OF COURSE
Lay low and recoup a Mercury RETROGRADE thing, get prepared for the Big eclipse. It will pack a whallop.
You will have to wait till Tuesday when the Moon enters ARIES to SOBER UP
3 days left till the BIG E. that means ECLIPSE
MAX ERNST lived in Sedona on Brewer Road in the 40’s. The famed artist Marcel Duchamp came to visit him and Dorothea Tanning. I always was fascinated by Ernst’s works. That painting beat Salvador Dali in an art competition. Ernst dreamed of Sedona when in Germany.