If you have a later SCORPIO Ascendant or even a LIBRA one,you are experiencing Father Time, Saturn
slouching through your 12th house, like the Beast….
Cosmic cop, Lord of KARMA, Satan, Darth Vader, slogging through your darkest most precious deeps,
William Blake Moloch, Saturn, Howl
a cavern of jewels which you haven’t a clue of its value
this is your heroic journey
Saturn is the Watcher at the Threshold, you are in process,
Your life is a mirror of your 12th house.
things fall apart, jobs, marriages, health, whatever it takes you to wake up.
The 12th house, is traditionally the HOUSE OF TROUBLES
why aren’t I giving you good news?
This is the Good News! The final TEST, in a very long journey.
In your BIG SECRET house. Where your secret enemies lie . shhh.
But they are your own secret enemies, your shadows, fears and shame.
Your insecurities, memories, unconscious impulses.
The 12th house contains that which you do not want to deal with
“he who shall not be named”
but SATURN will force you to eat humble pie.
just like HARRY POTTER you must accept that you and you know who are one.
Your skin feels dry and lifeless, it is perpetual winter,
you feel empty, you are the chrysalis in the final stages, turning
from caterpillar to butterfly
you feel stifled in the womb,
invisible, not yet born, worn out. Depressed.
Has nothing to do with chronological age.
This time is HUGE, and not moving fast enough. Only happens once every 28 years.
You need to be like the HERMIT in the TAROT
Listen to your own inner light, its not time to shine out in the world, yet.
this is deep intense, psychological work, DREAMWORK is great, work with your Nightmares
EVERY dream comes in service to you. It’s the Royal Road out.
My advice is, put your inner ear to work, listen to your own ground of being,
an ayahuasca journey to clear out all the skeletons might be good medicine,
with a proper shaman.
Write, make art, get it out in a spiritual, creative way,
get on your knees and pray,
find your Self, make peace with your past, forgive and forgive
until your secret closet is empty, your 12th house Scorpio or Libra soul is empty
waiting to be fulfilled at your Rebirth
love the dark hours of my being.
My mind deepens into them.
There I can find, as in old letters,
the days of my life, already lived,
and held like a legend, and understood.
Then the knowing comes: I can open
to another life that’s wide and timeless.
So I am sometimes like a tree
rustling over a gravesite
and making real the dream
of the one its living roots
a dream once lost
among sorrows and songs.
~ Ranier Maria Rilke ~
I’m also having Saturn in my 12th, till the end of this year and into 2014. Lets compare notes.
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